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It's been a while... It probably will be again, cause i'm leaving for, well, a week-long field trip to Rome tomorrow morning. But well, i'm writing now. Why, you ask? Lately, i (and other people) have caught myself on being sadder and sadder lately. It's the human being, i guess. We all watch the news, and everyday there, we see war, death, suffering. Most people turn their backs on it, but i just can't. With each newsitem i see, read, or hear about war and death, it just grasps me more. And it seems that the only thing that cheers me up lately, are animals, especially birds. They are the only true thing alive on this planet, that's innocent. We all are a part in the wars today. If you don't solve it, you're part of the problem.

Sweet Sixteen

Guess what? It's my birthday :D
And I'm sixteen ^^.
Well, i wanted to be posting earlier (it's been two weeks :-O)
but i toooootally didn't know anything to write about...
But this is a nice one... beer... scooters... more movies...
though it doesn't feel that different...
I feel like it's my birthday, but that's it...
maybe because the family (read: grandparents) will be coming tomorrow...
sixteen years... well, the next anniversary will be in 6 and a half month,
for my six year diabetic ^^.

Sweet dreams!

Poem II

Sometimes, a phrase or a sentence just pops up in my mind. Hell, sometimes even images just pop in, but that's rare. Most of them, i just forget. But sometimes they will not leave me alone. They seem to force me to write them down, and then they appear to be... a fountain of inspiration, and things like this are the result:

Your katana is sharp,

Your kunais are swift.

Your kamas are fast,

Your shurikens flow with the wind.

You are a ninja,

You speak with your blades.

But why only fight,

Why only kill?

Why only take life,

As if like you have no own will?

Where is your heart,

Where is your soul?

Where did the love

That you carry in you, go?

Lay down your arms,

Take back your heart.

Show me that courage,

I know it will be hard.

It’s never too late,

To leave it behind.

Your past is behind you,

Your future in front.

Will that future be peaceful,

Will that future be bright?

The choice is yours,

To live, or to fight.

I don't know what it means... i don't know why i wrote it. it just sounds good in my head...
But i'm still convinced it's crap >_<.

Sweet dreams!

lazy, gaming, learning, just a not-so-mandatory mandatory post ^^

Ahhh... i feel like posting again.
1st thing to post:
No more Dutch!
I don't feel like it anymore, and i'm lazy anyway.

2nd:
For those of you who missed me, i know i haven't been posting for - it actually feels that way to me, but what's it been, 3 days?? - a long time. I have been gaming. There just are games that can suck me in, and have me play for days, trying to achieve, well, anything the game has to offer. Most of my time i spend in zeh Elder Scrolls-universe, big, huge, and with total freedom. Last few days i haven't been in there though... I've been playing a game not much people play, looks kind of sad, and for me the only way to play it is an illegal one. Megaman Battle Network II. Hail to that ^^. In a future world, where people surf on the net using some kind of alter-ego's, Navi's, which can use chips to beat viruses, it's great. It's an RPG, just like about any game i could play for years. You should Google it...

3rd:
God damn tests. Next two weeks, not a lot of fun but a lot of learning... *deep, deep sigh*
I suppose i'll go learn again... *deeper, deeper sigh*

Guess that's it... leave a comment!

Poem I

As said, i'll also post stuff i wrote here. Probably most of it in English, just 'coz i like it better :-).
Here's the first:

Lying here I think of you,

Feeling a little down and blue.

But you’re my sparkling sky alit,

No matter what you ever did.

I feel hope,

I feel you,

Suddenly,

I no more feel so blue.

Your soft skin and your soft hair,

Is all I need to get out of there.

That empty void,

That never ending space.

It sucks me right in,

And all I can do is gaze.

But you’re always here,

And when all I do is fear,

You help me,

You save me,

I love you, my dear.

I'm still looking for a title, so if all of you creative minds out there would want to help me, that'd be nice :-D

Well... Some people...

"Heej ..., hou je bek tegenover ..., anders heb je straks een mes tussen je ribben!"

Dit bewijst weer het niveau van tolerantie van sommige mensen. Bovenstaand voorbeeld is iets wat ik vandaag heb meegemaakt. Het is natuurlijk meer blaf dan bijt, maar toch. Zoiets zeg je toch niet? Vooral niet met de beweegredenen waarom dit is gezegd: een discussie op onze schoolsite die nogal, laten we zeggen, opwaaide. Het respect is weer eens in zijn totaliteit verdwenen voor je medemens. Triest. Gewoon triest.


"Hey ..., shut your face about ..., or soon you'll have a knife stuck between your ribs!"

Figures. So this is some people's level of tolerance. This example is something I have seen today. Of course it's more bark than bite, but anyway. You don't say such things, do you? And totally not with the reasons this happened: a discussion on our school's site, which, let's say, got rough. There goes the respect for all human beings. It's sad. Just plain sad.

My First Post

Hee iedereen,
dit is mijn eerste post hier. Dit is eigenlijk sowieso mijn eerste blog. Ik denk dat k hier voortaan lukraak mn dingen ga posten. Dingen die ik heb geschreven, dingen die ik kwijt wil, dingen die ik interessant vind, noem maar op. Ik zal ook mijn posts twee keer schrijven. Een keer in het Nederlands, en een keer in het Engels. Misschien dat ik later zelfs nog wel besluit alleen in het Engels te posten, is toch lekker veel hipperder.

Hey everyone,
this is my first post in this place. My first blog, for that matter. I'll just post stuff here from now on. Things i've written, things that are interesting, things i want to share, you name it. I'll also be writing my posts twice. Once in English, and once in Dutch. Maybe I'll switch to just English at some point, way cooler anyway.

PenTa left the building.

~Think again~